It is everything that I dreamed ' ' The heart of the man can make plans, but the certain reply of the lips ' comes Mr.; '. Pv 16:01 Today I woke up sufficiently scared! I must have had a strange dream. Some flashs and images pairavam on my pessamento, however I only remember Dgei (a cousin). She was one sixth, day 29 of May of 2009. I decided to visit it, and soon I bound for Dgei giving to it the message. Before it saisse of house, Dgei bound saying to me: – Kim! I have a plan for us. It comes fast, pis 16h00min we will go in them to find with two girls in one shopping my house next; disconnect! Penssei with me exactly: – When arriving at the house of Dgei, I will plan what to make! Arriving there, Dgei started to say me who age these girls.
It counted to me of the time that we find in them with them in a bus stop, then lebrei me of one, ' ' Dvila' ' to another girl however it had not seen. Dgei also spoke to me that this such girl friend of Dvila, had been interested in me. Good, it was what Dvila counted to it. Being thus I agreed to Dgei to going to see them in meeting. It will be important to resaltar to the reading friend my concern, then, I left well clearly for Dgei that if the friend of Dvila was not interesting, would even so go dexando them it are of my presence. We leave the house of Dgei to 16h00min as in the planned one. Ten minutes later already aguardva them to me in shopping the arrival of Dvila and its friend. They were costing, Dgei bound almost for Dvila that in five in five minutes. To each minute that if passed he was more and ancioso when thinking as she would be this girl friend of Dvila.
Faces marked for pain, but receive comfort and solidarity from the other mothers who if find in the same situation. They are part of the dark and solitary world, therefore many are abandoned by the husbands ahead of the situation. More tomorrow who will be part of this dark world and solitary We are as sheep spread in the field, not existing in this globalizado world social classroom, where our children are the female prisoner. as to protect them of the situation ahead where if it finds the society.
We are mothers ignored for the society and condemned by many as failed. Already we do not cry tears and yes blood, the ones that obtain to escape to have that to recognize its son in a street any or a morgue, God the benes. More the ones that are and lose its children have who you mercy and comfort its hearts. Therefore they live pparently conformed external, more internally they live in suffering, therefore part of them dies with the lost son, lives as I buzzed, trying to run away from the looks of the plaintiffs whom its sucks little energy to continue. I was felt as a leper, whose few are from fear come close to acquire the illness, more badly knows it that the illness is inside of us, therefore already does not see the next one as we exactly and we do not import when seeing a body extended in the soil, after all of account we are not nobody of our family, we have custom to say if he died deserved, plus who we are we stop giving such verdict and tomorrow the which body will be there. It thinks about this, it reflects and it defrosts its heart.
The Lobisomem of the Village Handle with God In the swing of the great cities of today almost we do not have time for religiosidade, superstitions and to the times we do not have time not even to feel fear, but I go to count a history that valley the penalty to be remembered, was one happened that if it passed years behind when did not exist Internet, television was thing of rich people, and amusement to them for the people was if to around seat of the stove the firewood and to prosear with the familiar friends and. A small called town ' ' It catches with Deus' ' , it sheltered few families, everybody was known, guard people in the good ways and family customs, without electricity and without very what to make, after one day of laborious manual work I sing, it of the rooster it informed that already it was hour of if collecting. But the superstition of this devoted people has a special period, quaresma. In the truth it was a demonstration of respect and it disciplines due its religiosidade. Quaresma is a period that precedes the great party of the Christianity: the resurrection of Jesus Christ, commemorated in the Sunday of Passover and symbolizes the suffering of Jesus in the desert of jejum and in conjunct, being thus it is a period of penance for the Christians where they must be abdicated of things that give pleasure to them as form of if showing ahead pure of God, small things as to jejuar, to sleep less, to pray more, to be caridoso, at last, to be next to God. But what one heard exactly it was that in quaresma it was more inclined the appearance of punished souls and assombraes. Two neighbors, already old fools, sensitive and flatter than head of I nail, that they lived if to show one for the other they were, Juca Pito-of-straw, thus he was called therefore never was seen without a long and esfumaante pito of straw between teeth, and Peter Paulada? nobody never knew the reason of it to be called thus, therefore Its Peter was docile as good looking manhoso, and he would never have courage to give paulada not even in aroeira prop to make, circa very zealous with its small modest mansions and casinhas, if they were proud very of its creations, showed everything what they had of better passing ' ' figa' ' in another one compadre, did not delay so that this practical generated in the heart of both a uncontrolled envy, its cow was fatter, its garden blossomed, each one more counted more papo that the other.